I got heavily drunk last nite and I just couldn't self-control myself sending him some messages.I was showing him how much I miss him and his reply is like this: Sorry,I was drunk and in no control.I wish I could have said no.You will get over me.You have to
I couldn't figure out how I exactly feel.So complicated
I do not hate him,anyway.
Life is what happens.
I have nothing to lose,by the way.
I like him.He is truly cute.
I do not care if he was cheating me or taking advantage of me or whatever
Hopefully he will be fine